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My Journey to Self-Discovery
Gosh where to start! To be honest I would start when I was 17 years old. I took a gap year and I started to experience some different thoughts and feelings. I became aware of what it was like to alienate myself from the rest of my pier group and to see what happens when everyone else is still in the classroom or at work. I had lots of time to myself, and this certainly brought out all the ghosts from the closet.
At first it seemed like there was something really wrong with me as I started to experience paranoic thoughts around my love life and even around my closest friend at the time. A couple of years later I started a relationship with a psychologist who I married soon after.
Our marriage didn’t last however, my ex-husbands support certainly added to my healing process as he loved to listen extensively to my troubles from my past. During my marriage I experienced depression and suicidal thoughts which led me to see another psychologist, not realising at the time that I was already ’seeing one’. However, I felt troubled in my marriage, so I had to sort out my troubles with someone else.
How did I continue?
I learnt what it was like to build up my confidence and I realised that I had a lot of curiosity about people and how we think. I would sit on a bench and write after my sessions, and I realised how I really didn’t understand people at the time, and I began to feel curious after this realisation.
In 2003 I moved to London, and I left my psychology interests to one side for a while as I enjoyed the work and social life that London offered. I discovered the power of having fun and not feeling I owed anyone an explanation about where I was going or who I was going with. I discovered a new sense of freedom. This lead to my very young marriage breaking down and my ex-husband returned to Spain and I stayed in London.
I continued focusing on my career and social life and through all of this I experienced a renewed sense of joy in my life. I experienced different relationships and I would say my next step to self-discovery happened after an accident at work when I was barely 27 years old. I learnt the dark side of being an employee. Until then my work life had gone very well but with this accident, I started to feel insecure in my work place and defensive and the company did not want to acknowledge any liability. It was very tough and a friend of mine referred me to a hypnotherapist she knew to see if he could help me feel better about the situation. I went into the world of my subconscious and discovered how my childhood upbringing was affecting me from standing up for myself at my workplace.
6 out of 10 adults have had a traumatic experience in their childhood
I started to feel more and more empowered, I started a university degree and about a year later I left the company, and I never went back into full-time employment after that. I started to create my own path. I became self-employed and I also received support from the government as a carer for my mother. Until then I would have never been ok with receiving financial support however I surrendered to it, and it helped a lot. Toward the end of my degree in 2009 I experienced another deep transformation after deciding to go to a huge personal development course where I was introduced to NLP and timeline therapy. I felt like another level of empowerment and healing took place and I was able to through a couple more of these courses I really started to tap into my energetic potential and a new vision for my life.
From this moment onwards a new path and opening had occurred within me. I worked with a coach 1 to 1 and I was able to see how I was able to achieve the goals I set. I learned at the time that what had been troubling me until then is that I had been experiencing low self-esteem due to underachieving personal goals because I didn’t know that it was ok to make them bitesize and adjust them to my pace and to the right size for me. This was a great discovery around how much pressure I had been putting on myself and how to release that pressure and improve my self-esteem and stop using other people’s goals as reference for me. We are each different.
I continued developing my personal side but also my spiritual one
In 2011 I deepened my self-discovery journey as I shifted from personal development to spiritual development after a spontaneous past life regression and within the same period being told I was an earth angel. One wasn’t connected to the other, but it all happened very fast. I researched about angels and a friend at the time started shared more and more concepts connected to spirituality and the soul with me. I started to connect more with my soul and the ways of the soul, researching about other realms and realities and attending healing courses to reveal my authentic self. In 2011 I attended the Center for Conscious Ascension in the UK, and I studied the first 2 levels of the Divine Healing Master Key. This helped me connect to many healing modalities and it also helped me to connect lots of the dots I had discovered during my research and travel down the rabbit hole. I started to feel less and less drawn to personal development and more drawn to spiritual development. Spiritual growth and guidance started to become my priority as I discovered my multidimensionality and my spiritual gifts.
At the end of 2013 I moved back to Spain as I knew I had some unfinished business on a soul level, and it was time to heal some past experiences that I had been avoiding. I was already familiar with shadow work, and it was time to face another part of my shadow.
How I worked on my spiritual path
During my first years in Spain, I worked on healing the shadow of judgement, the pain of loneliness and healing my inner cosmic 3-year-old. I got the opportunity to work with many 3- and 4-year-old during my first 3 years back in Spain. One year I worked with more than 300 different children of this age group. At first, I didn’t understand why I had been offered this opportunity as I felt I couldn’t connect with them. And there was the clue. I couldn’t connect with my own 3/4-year-old. What a beautiful healing journey it was to feel the unconditional love these beautiful souls have and to feel the unconditional love growing in me.
Due to my native English background and the very high demands for English teachers in the area, I worked as a teacher in different schools and balanced this work with my intuitive healing, goal coaching and spiritual guidance sessions. It was quite tough to move between the 2 and eventually I did less and less teaching and created more space for the spiritual work. In 2015 after some very tough experiences as a teacher I turned to a beautiful channeled who I met in London. She offered online channeling from the Ascended Masters. I felt it was time to reconnect and I signed up for a full year channeling course with the AMs. It was truly transformational as I found myself channeling these divinely interesting beings of light! I was able to work on my ego and sabotages around connecting to higher realms and trusting other beings.
However, I felt that I wasn’t able to take it out into the world yet as my direct community didn’t seem ready after sharing some of the things, I had learned with some people around me.
How mindfulness entered my life
Towards the end of the school teaching years, I decided to take on mindfulness studies as I was starting to realise the importance of these teachings due to the stress levels, I was seeing amongst schoolteachers and the school system in general. Mindfulness was becoming a very big thing at the time, and I realised how important it is a first step towards our awakening. I became a mindfulness instructor in 2016 and started to offer mindfulness group sessions in 2017. In March 2020 I was running a Facebook group with over 11,000 members called “Mindfulness Para Todos” and I have offered many free online meditations in the group.
I stopped other work for a while and focused mainly on Mindfulness and as usual, in divine timing my next steps appeared for my next level of spiritual growth as I was drawn to attending family constellations. It was time to heal ancestral lineage and reactive my mediumship abilities. During this healing work and took on Huber’s psychological astrology and became a formal astrologer. It gave me a much better insight into my inner psyche and what my personality is made of and how to transcend it.
How the lockdown changed the perspective
In 2020 with the worldwide lockdown, I realised it was time. Time to take things to the next level. The Great Awakening was upon us, and I really desire to be a constant active participant at this time, so I reactivated my creativity after delivering all the free meditations and I created various coaching packages to support people on their awakening journey.
And as if all of this wasn’t enough this year, I achieved my Mastery and Teacher level in Akashic Records readings and I am now approaching my 3rd level of Reiki with the intention to become a Reiki Master and Teacher by the end of 2021 in time for my year of Mastery which is 2022.
With all of this under my belt I really hope to offer each of my clients every they need to become the most Sacred being they can be at this point in time! Thank you for reading and I really hope to be able to meet you and work with you soon!
Throughout these years I discovered my multidimensionality, the healer in me, the coach in me, the medium in me, the astrologer in me, the peacemaker, the angel and the teacher in me and the child/parent in me.
